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lappy

2006-03-04T10:36:00.000-08:00

i realli dun know wth is the prob with u
are girls that difficult to understand?
nvm i dun really care about it anymore
what i cant stand is
pls stop spreading propaganda ty..
that's all i wanna say
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okok i shall talk about AHS now =))
YAYYY
that day just went out with bh and ys..
hehe omg they're so cute
much much cuter when i last saw them haha
haih miss 2a'05 like crazy =(
cant wait for 2a chalet!!!
hehe gosh...
anw we just made this 2a'05 keychain hehe
so nice!!!
ahh im crazy over 2a'05 TT
miss so many ppl there
debby lah..
actually i wanted to go back on friday de
then for some reason
debby pissed me off
so i din wanna go back
and we asked them to meet us at kfc
they dunnoe doing wad
nvm nvm
btw I FINALLY FIXED THE INTERNET ON MY LAPPY!!
mwahhaha
now i can maple in peace ahahhhhaha
xD im so evil =.=
crazy me dl so many things in one day
my freaking maple installation disc gone =(
had to dl using bittorent
haihhh
someone told me it was illegal anw =.=
aiya duno la..
ahhh this is the life =)
doing things privately!!!
am not gonna touch my maths and other hmwk anymore
give up on studies
holidays pls come quickly
hate studying like crazy
if only i remained in ahs lah
ahs is such a nice place
except its rules..
talking about rules..
those new rules implemented are exactly the same as ahs lohhhh
copy paste =.=
lols i think so lah
maybe all schools liddat
so strict for what?
prof lai alreadi said they dun care about our appearance de wad
eeee how can cheat our feelings =( lols
nvm nvm..
suan liao
casual wear become liddat hor..
clever =.=
i do hope we get a choral conductor soon..
i wish it's ms lim hehehhe
im soloing for MAD day (Music appreciation day)
gosh im so scared loh
sure alot of ppl insult me de loh
(you know who)
and throw imaginary bananas at me..
and covering their ears or stuff
omg i just realised something is wrong with mi keyboard
nvm nvm
off to repair comp liao
cya peeps =))

spastic

2006-02-27T07:39:00.000-08:00

wahhh why in the world is evrything in chinese for mi comp???
crazy =.=
ahh spastic xDDD lmao
there's this crazy guy on msn
said
him: you wanna talk to me on the phone
me: CRAZY why in the world wld i want to
him: u wanna know me
me: ZZZ not as if i dunno u
him: so u dun wanna know me?
me: ...
him: what do you know about me
me: what do i NEED to know about you?
him: nvm i take it that u dun wanna know me
me: spastic
ZZZ so lame.......arrrr
wth is he thinking =.= despo guy
ohyea i added music to mi blog finally xDDD
ahh and debby =))
no i dun agree that im talented
even if i am i dun think i wld ever stay in sg?
ok i will la..
unless my parents shift or something
i shall follow them ^^
and deb dunno is who say wanna go africa de wor..
who is gonna serve singapore then? lols
those lousy boys loh
anyway all boys are noobs
no offence
ahh deb the female gender is the superior one MWAHAHAH
hmm...and right deb
even if im missing no one will care
not like anyone knows my "talents"
yea i haf a talent
a talent in making trouble =X
lols
but diff case for u deb ^^
ure talented so u shld make use of them and dun b as retarded as me
no matter what..
though i wun b silly (for the time being)
my wishlist is still to die
well..deb u felt that way too right?
not like im gonna do..
nvm
we share the same views so u shld know how i feel
thanks for understanding me lols
xD
k la i go sleep le too tired..
and i love renee's legs MWAHAHA
so nice and smooth xD kk
bbye muaks

johari

2006-02-25T08:38:00.000-08:00

mr ng so amusing la =))
lols his lessons so interesting...
ohya i was almost knocked dwn by a car 2 days ago...
pls...it wasant intentional..
and yea ben..it wasant fate
hehe sry..
lemme repeat mi story for 1 last time..
i was crossing the road cos cheng's father's car was oppo mi hse
the road was actualli clear when i crossed..
but at the bend 2 cars started speeding towards me
or rather i think it's the bend
and i was like..
thinking about the frog game..
the one u haf to bring the cross safely across the road
i was crazy i was thinking about
standing in between the 2 cars and let them zoom pass me
i really dunno what im thinking about...
but luckily He woke me up and saved me at the nick of time..
He = God..
of course!! who else could haf woken me up?
i said i was not fated to die and ben said words haf power =X
lols forgotten that fate was against God? or something like that
cheng said the car was just behind me..
and he din save me..har har
nvm
y must he always insult ppl?
does he think he's very great?
insults ppl, violent (twist my arm), and lots and lots and lots more..
arrgh i shall not elaborate..
anw i realised that i like to use stuff like inequalities test; the
putting the or things that are meant to put in frnt behind
zzz
ohya and http://kevan.org/johari?name=xxfaeriexx pls go ty^^
it's 2.03am and im tired and hungry
my dear abit AP today..
dunno why too and jol qian deb i miss u all
lmao crazy qian deb and me were isketching just now zzz
cheng wants me to go maple at 2am siao
crazy im going to slp or eat or something xD
cya folks lols
muaks <3

Now that she's gone

2006-02-23T07:44:00.000-08:00

Girl you know i miss you so
I didn’t know you had to go
You’ve had enough of our distance baby
Before I had the chance to say
I’m staying with you
For the rest of my life
Don’t keep telling me these words
You don’t know how much it hurts
And I’ll promise you eternity
if you promise me your stay
But now it’s too late
I’m no longer the man that I was
I will go on without her
Like a fool who’s too sure
I’m like a brid who’s lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don’t know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she’s gone
What’s left of us is this song
Don’t keep telling me these words Oh no
You don’t know how much it hurts
And I’ll promise you eternity
if you promise me your stay
But now it’s too late
I’m no longer the man that I was
I will go on without her
Like a fool who’s too sure
I’m like a brid who’s lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don’t know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she’s gone
What’s left of us is this song
Oh yes I know I don’t know
baby i am konw i’am a foul
AndI will go on without her
Like a fool who’s too sure
I’m like a brid who’s lost her wing
A fire without its flame
I don’t know how to be strong
When my love has to move on
I am a song without a soul
Now that she’s gone
What’s left of us is this song
This is our song without a soul
Now that you’re gone
What’s left of us in this song

eeek

2006-02-22T07:14:00.000-08:00

o.O i apologize for this VERY late post xD
cos i couldnt come online
due to gastric probs AGAIN
OHYA jol qian deb and all ex- 2acers...
i think im coming back on 10th march MWAHHAH
OMG i cant wait for the chalet loh
ahhhh can meet all of you all =)))
the day i've been waiting like mad
YAYYYYY
im so excited lah =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
hahhahaha
okok
anw jol GRATS!!!
nothing's rong with u xD
im jealous =(
and qian ar u angry with me or something ar
nvr reply mi msges de haih
den jol will never reply i know
same goes with deb
onli person that replies is
my dear =,=
but these few days he so cold towards me lah
evryone starting to dao me
sianned
maybe i think too much or wad lah
and erm
i wanna make a "public apology"
SORRY FOR ALL THE WRONG DECISIONS I MADE
cheng and char u know wad i mean lah
why am i so ignorant and foolish?
anw these few days im hooked onto inhalers and medicine
w/o mi inhaler i think i might die earlier than expected
and medicine
cos i refuse to eat though i haf gastric
but then u all all eat how u expect me not to eat right
and now im eating and not excersicing
and evryday sit lift
NO WONDER I PUT ON SO MUCH WEIGHT LAH
haih =( later in chalet u see me so fat sian
I SHALL GO ON A STRICT DIET
pls stop me frm eating all
heck care mi gastric i dun care liao
WEIGHT MORE IMPORTANT lmao
ahhh i've so mani tests lah
i cant seem to concentrate in school too
so mani probs and stuff
with ppl attempting suicide infrnt of me
wahseh
i think w/o God i realli
bua tahan liao
oh and thanks cheng and his father for fetching me
hehe ^^ tyty
ahh i go check mail le
THANKS FOR TAGGING ALL!!!!!
muaks <3
P.S: kh ure email v nice and meaningful thanks =)

zzz

2006-02-18T07:52:00.000-08:00

i just realised when someone starts apologizing
and somemore
uhh when she seldom says sorry...
it means that she's erm gonna leave or something
either she's terribly sick or...u know what
ahh i guess it's not the case for me...
thank you ben ^^
i love you all muaks

WOOT

2006-02-17T23:31:00.000-08:00

ahh this is so nice zzz

(Please scroll to the right as the picture is too big)

i wanna make things clear
qian's not daoing me
jol's as nice
debby's a creature with heart
zzz i take back wadever i said
nah just being AP as u know
ignore me
DUI BU QI all of u!!!
*kowtows*
wanted to go back AHS ytd...but then YS told me not to come back
cos all busy...
then choir no conductor so i din wanna go back
sorry sammi!!!
nah nothing's wrong with me...
i'm just abit mental xDDD
who can not be mental if the friends around you are self abusive?
cutting wrists and stuff...
counter pain with pain
HA!
my foot...how can u ever do that?
self abusive is equilivant to harming the Lord's body!!!
ARRRGH
God please save them TT
i'm crying evrynight
i cant take it anymore
take the pain away pls...
dear i wun break my promises de
when i tell u i wun i really wun
unless it's really the extreme...
nah nonsense =.=
wo bu hui dui bu qi da jia de!!!!!
DEAR I LOVE YOU muaks
if u werent by mi side
i really dunno what to do
thanks and may God bless you ^^
MUAKS!!!!!!!!!

forum

2006-02-17T07:57:00.001-08:00

evryone pls take a look at this
specially dedicated to all AHS maplers and my dear^^
dear i love you muaks..
JIAYOU!!!
cheers...

P.S If the link doesnt work here's the webbie
http://forums.asiasoft.net/thread.asp?qid=602448&page=2

activee

2006-02-16T08:35:00.000-08:00

Dear whoever u are,

This blog is still active.
Pls wait a little while more for the newest blog entry.
Sorry for keeping u waiting.
Thank you for your kind cooperation.

Blogger-rer

im gonna die

2006-02-15T08:15:00.000-08:00

im gonna die very early
at the rate im screaming and crying evryday
and how i suffer so many insults
and abuses
no one will ever know what im going through now
only God...
i cant kill myself
i cant do anything
i only can wait for my death
i know im detested
i know im irritating
i know no one likes me
that's the harsh truth
the truth that always hurts
suan le
i give up on my life
i can only sit here and await my death
i dun wanna live anymore
maybe im supposed to suffer here on earth
ok then i shall follow God's will and torture myself
im sure i will die one day
bbye in advance.

what did i do?

2006-02-12T07:38:00.000-08:00

GOD told us to forgive and forget...
but how am i supposed to forgive?
i didnt do anything but ure just trying to pin me dwn
goodness knows what reason
are u trying to seek attention?
no matter what, as long as i do my own things, u cant interfere
or else u wld know what happen to u
you'll never see the light of the day- quoted by Mr Ng
i'm not someone to be trifled with - quoted by Mr Ng
xD mr ng is so interesting...
ThankYou GOD for giving me this calmness to avoid all evil
A prayer a day, keeps the devil away ^^
bear this in mind and u will be able to ward of all evil.
Amen.

continuation...

2006-02-12T06:29:00.000-08:00

i cried worse today..
ahh what a crybaby i am...TT
someone called me a pure saddist tdy...
ahh i do not disagree on this fact...
hmm why did i cry ar...no reason
dun need a reason to cry...just like yesterday
i enjoy crying alot and erm
nvm..
i shall not further elaborate.
debby's getting colder towards us AHS ppl...zzz
wonder why..is she too attatched to VJ or something?
YAWN
anw dear: BOBBY PEES COS OF ITS MASTER
this is called you3 yang4 xue2 yang4...mwahahaha
sry =.=
k la jk la dear =)
mi dear so good to me la...
ohya and thanks char for staying up with me waiting for me to finish updating it hehe
muaksss
MAPLE realli rawks...
im starting to get addicted to it once again
OHNO save me =.=
i remembered that someone scolded me ytd
i also dunno why...
im emotionless...
mi bro just left for army and that might also be one of the reasons i cried.
someone tell me...
oh and i'll pray for u dear ^^
MAY GOD BLESS YOU
and to all that read this post too =)
HE will always be by ure side no matter what.
thanks natty and benedict and gene u all rawk
but gene dun b so worried about me le k =)
JIAYOUs in evrything u do!!!
and lastly wish mi bro gd luck in NS!!! ^^

CRY!!

2006-02-11T13:53:00.000-08:00

omg i cant believe it man
i just cried like millions of buckets of tears just now =((
and i felt so much better
now mi eyes swollen
and note it's 5.55 am now zzz i havent slept yet
gosh
im realli going bonkers
someone save me
but crying is healthy and all should do it
i just took a survey on how much do u like crying
and survey ans were 100%
GOSH
ahh mi whole hse is sleeping but im here crying
goodness knows what i wld do nxt
CRY!!!
><
i think mi html got some prob...for some reason
and mi msn is spoilt...windows also spoilt
this is crazy...
i cant find a reason to cry though
im dropping!!!!!
arrgh wth im crapping about
i feel numb now...
i shall forget about evry single thing that happened to me
and also not other about any other stuff that might be happening to me nxt time
say bye to the crying me now or u might regret it...
TT

Dedicated to mi dear ^^

2006-02-11T06:36:00.002-08:00

dear i nvr block u ar...
aeii dun b angry le k?
if not i'll b guilty for life de =(
brother-sister marriage =.= sounds so perv xD
anw mi dear v good =)
unlike some other guys zzz
good points about mi dear:
- v caring and considerate
- will worry about his dears
- help his dears train..
- "donates"
- v cute ^^
- honest xDDDDD
- erm obedient? lols
ahh alot of points havent rite yet...cant think sia
this post is not v perfect =((
bad points =P:
- v flirt xD
- xiaoqi =X
- only cares about me when his other dears gone TT
i shall not further elaborate...
i know mi dear angry with me la TT
fine lo make me feel guilty
anw no matter wad
i do hope that nothing has changed and
DEAR I LOVE YOU ^^

Dedicated to mi dear ^^

2006-02-11T06:36:00.001-08:00

dear i nvr block u ar...
aeii dun b angry le k?
if not i'll b guilty for life de =(
brother-sister marriage =.= sounds so perv xD
anw mi dear v good =)
unlike some other guys zzz
good points about mi dear:
- v caring and considerate
- will worry about his dears
- help his dears train..
- "donates"
- v cute ^^
- erm obedient? lols
ahh alot of points havent rite yet...cant think sia
this post is not v perfect =((
bad points =P:
- v flirt xD
- xiaoqi =X
- lies sometimes =((
- only cares about me when his other dears gone TT
i shall not further elaborate...
i know mi dear angry with me la TT
fine lo make me feel guilty
anw no matter wad
i do hope that nothing has changed and
DEAR I LOVE YOU ^^

Dedicated to mi dear ^^

2006-02-11T06:36:00.000-08:00

dear i nvr block u ar...
aeii dun b angry le k?
if not i'll b guilty for life de =(
brother-sister marriage =.= sounds so perv xD
anw mi dear v good =)
unlike some other guys zzz
good points about mi dear:
- v caring and considerate
- will worry about his dears
- help his dears train..
- "donates"
- v cute ^^
- erm obedient? lols
ahh alot of points havent rite yet...cant think sia
this post is not v perfect =((
bad points =P:
- v flirt xD
- xiaoqi =X
- lies sometimes =((
- only cares about me when his other dears gone TT
i shall not further elaborate...
i know mi dear angry with me la TT
fine lo make me feel guilty
anw no matter wad
i do hope that nothing has changed and
DEAR I LOVE YOU ^^

To GOD be the Glory ^^

2006-02-07T06:18:00.000-08:00

Thank you LORD ^^
really a huge thanks to God =))
i shall not elaborate as it will take infinity posts to write about Him =)
anw thanks natty and barry for erm editing my train of thoughts lols
realli a huge thanks to them too..w/o them i cant guarantee wad will happen to me le
A promise cannot be broken..i shall keep that in mind...
i hate vulgarities even more from then onwards
only uncivillised ppl use vulgarities and they have a limited vocab
dun think gonna blog much...
something rong with my dear leh...dunnoe wad happened..
nvm
anw..thanks all for tagging =))))
sry for not blogging for so long wor cos i was too lazy
ahh yes im gg to the 2A chalet...of course i am!!!
mwahahahh ys so cute lah...
but he v jiang yi qi =)
JIAYOU for evrything u do k =))
thanks again for all...
and MAY GOD be THE GLORY
be the 1st to preach about Him today!!! =))
MAY GOD BLESS U ^^

Sorry la =(

2006-01-31T01:58:00.002-08:00

for goodness sake i know ure looking at this
these few days realli abit
depressed
SO FINE LAH i take back wad i said
but wad ure doing realli irritates me..
and u know im abit on a state of blah
and arrgh
fine i say sorrry here k?
we have to b more direct lah pls
arrgh
and that day i realli bz doing mi chem proj
so i cant go ><
i know ure telling me on ure nick but
aeiii nnvm nvm
ok i apologize k? sry sry sry
and i usually say idiot and freak
so pls dun blame me
ty
and happy cny all ><
although im not having a happy one
bbye
ohya and i played cards with mi cuz ytd SO FUN
omg remind me of jol and deb and qian
the times we spent in school playing bridge =((( haih
JOL DEB QIAN I LOVE U ALL =)
muaksss
and mi dear haih...dun wan say anything xD

Sorry la =(

2006-01-31T01:58:00.001-08:00

Sorry la =(

2006-01-31T01:58:00.000-08:00

Using phone internet!

2006-01-27T06:25:00.000-08:00

This post i assure u wun b long cos im using my phone's internet ok. I would just like to change what i said..my friends are not gr8..will explain later when i come online sry.

BLOODY

2006-01-26T06:21:00.001-08:00

for some reason i dun really feel like blogging today...
but nvm since im online...
today is a hateful day...
im sick i cant talk and physics is troubling me like siao...
and now im alone at home and mi parents outside dunnoe doing wad
mi bro in army
and my dear studying...
so sad today =(
one thing i need to clarify...michelle im not angry sia =)
u so cute how can i b angry with u? lols...laxlax
feeling so down everyday...
somemore tdy shawn called me and said
shawn: pam they tell you not to come tml
me: and
shawn: they say they dun wan to wait for u
me: then
shawn: so dun come tml
me: ahuh then
shawn: chong ning tells me not to be so straight
me: then
shawn: so...bye
i slammed down the phone lah
i practically spoiled my phone i think..zzz
idiots wth lah
dun wan see me then say it out lah
i wun feel anythinig
at least u tell me the truth...
fine lah..everyone detest me
everyone hates me...
you all all good
im having a sorethroat and still singing
i looked forward to going back ahs tml de
in the end leh? no one wanna see me
ok lah fine...i dun go lah
happy le ma?
im not gonna talk about ahs...
today in school...some idiot physics lesson was going on
i was laughing the whole session for goodness know why
think i was possessed or somesort...
and mitchell was crying!!!
i mean...even if u dun understand dun need cry de ba
ure a guy leh
i think he should join drama la..
he convinced me that he cried cos he was too confused
but later he said he can make his tears gush out...
boo water tap...even the teacher was so shocked that she taught him again
and today some idiot was looking at me in class..
during math cos char and i came in late...and they changed the position of tables
so we din have anymore place to sit...
only one at the sun there where tianwei is or beside mitchell...
of course the one beside mitchell was the best seat lah
but someone had to come and disrupt the whole thing
"i think i sit here"
wth lah fine...to avoid i went to the back where the hot sun is
any found out the side doors cant b closed zzz...
and u know i was having a slight fever and somemore under the sun..
a case of dizziness...
i wanted to vomit lah...somemore that idiot keep turning back to look at me
FREAK
ok im not talking about that
went i got home cheng asked me to teach him maths
wth...tell him go msn he say his bro needs to have his childhood so need to play comp ><
so i called him la
and im having cough and sorethroat and wtv...
in the end for some reason he was so agitated that he
he coughed out blood!!!
*%&$#$%@%@&$*^(&
omg ok i never knew that....ahh nvm
omg im reminded of the bio lesson today
tdy during bio we disect a sheep's heart...
ooo so squishy and bloody..
it was like so cool lah...and we were mutilating the poor sheep's heart =(
poked our fingers thru the ventricles and stuff xD
omg i feel so
saddist ahhh
imagine if that heart was mine....EEEEEEE
okok nvm *sigh*
my organisation skills suck lah..
can talk about home then back to sch fine
ohno
parents back
bbye

BLOODY

2006-01-26T06:21:00.000-08:00

THANKS....

2006-01-25T08:44:00.000-08:00

im sick
this time it's not mentally but physically =X
and i suddenly realised that i have gr8 friends =)
=X <--- a nice emo when u dunnoe wad to put
okok lame.
well yes i do have gr8 frens ^^
they should know who they are ba...
those who stay by my side and comfort me when im down
those who pulled me back to the right way of life
those who saved me from you know what
and many more =)
okok i shall say some names
charmaine, weicheng, jolene, qian, debby, shawn ^^
well there are more...just dat im too lazy to type...
i wanna talk about 1 in particular...
jolene =) ^^
ok la besides her laziness, she's the greatest fren u can get ^^
of course for the rest too...
sorry la really too lazy to type...dun worry i'll type about u all sooner or later de =D
xD okok
jol ar...she's v nice...when she's crappy, she's really crappy...
when she's serious she can be uhh a teacher xD
about the things she did i will not further elaborate...
just wanna give my BIG THANKS to jolene ^^
well that's for friends in AHS
those in NHS aren't that bad either =)
charmaine for eg...she's like jolene...
a very nice girl ^^
very chio too xD
she's one you can share your sorrows or happiness with..
i dunnoe y im talking about my friends but i just feel that
friends are very important in your life
w/o them ure better off dead
ahh wad am i saying
back to top (x)
i was saying that im sick yes
cough sore throat flu asthma fever
arrgh
im sick and i still haf to perform on cny
well i dun mind..i love performing xD
but not when im sick =X
the sickness passed from mel - cheng - me - char
xD
ohya cheng din come to sch today...
and jol cheng is not some ah beng la lols
wtv
he's a very nice guy ^^ nicer than most of the guys in our class xD
i particularly hate one of em...irritating annoying freak
you know i hate ppl who watches evry movement i make
like the irritating virus in my comp
how i wish i can delete it off my life arrgh
im sick im sick im sick...look at the time now
im sick and still not sleeping zzz
ok fine i shall sleep...last but not least...
i would like to give a BIG HUG AND KISS to my dearest dear =))) ^^
dear i look forward to your msges evryday =) thanks for all your encouragement and support...
w/o you i really dunnoe wad to do =) thanks lots...
f2f2f2 ^^
thanks all for what you've given me =)
THANKS YOU GOD FOR GIVING ME SUCH GOOD FRIENDS TO SUPPORT AND ENCOURAGE ME!!
May God Bless All of You...his dearest children...my beloved brothers and sisters...
=)

TORTURE ROCKS

2006-01-24T08:20:00.000-08:00

what an insult...
cheng pls stop insulting ppl le can? pls i beg u
u made char so depressed that she uhh
self abuse
cant stand self abuse when im not the one doing it
actually know
im kinda like a saddist and i love all sorts of abuse mwahahaha
zzz ok
dun worrry this post wun be long..
im not gonna talk about cheng
ytd night was the best night ^^
i spent the whole night with my dear!!!!
dear i love u so much =)
i really miss him
alot
alot
and alot alot more
had a private session with him on maple last night =)
and the cheng had to come and disturb =X arrgh
i said i wun talk about him ok
i tagged in the class blog...
cheng insulted me again there
arrgh I SAID I WUN TALK ABOUT HIM
zzz pissed off
tdy someone said F***
and i wasant pissed off
something wrong...
maybe got used to it le...
one day i might use it..lmao no lah
and qian if ure reading..i am angry about ytd's business...
tdy i smsed my dear again =)
sent me an mms ^^
ok..was kinda disappointed when i received it...
well u konw what i mean...hey my dear's handsome ok
it's not about his looks that im disappointed
haih dear u shld know if ure reading =(
i put something about death in my nick and thousands of pppl came pming me
telling me not to b negative and
to believe in God...
hey im a catholic ok...well
fine a very bad one
im a bad person
everyone hates me...
newest update : changed my nick to...
DON'T U JUST HATE URE LIFE? end it then..
i always write out how i feel in my nick and blog...
should know
for those around me
and im sick now
cough and sore throat
and i haf a performance on friday
wth lah
i just realised this post is getting long
please for long posts u must read the last bits...more interesting parts =.=
my teacher says im sick in the mind
says i love torture too much
yes i love torture...im pervertic =X
don't u just adore torture?
it rocks honestly
when it's done on u
not on others...
fine im pervertic ok?
whatever...crazy pervertic saddistic me...
lastly...IM SADDISTIC AND I LOVE TORTURE
avoid me or i might eat u up...=X

2006-01-23T04:31:00.000-08:00

woot woot!
omg so jing cai mwahahhahaa
tdy was a terrible day lah =( sad like hell
ok 1st rite wei cheng was sick today...
he freakingly annoying dun wanna take his panadol and we practically had to force it dwn his mouth
okok im exaggerating xD
WTH lah...
then during PE he forgot to bring his PE attire and i forbidded him to join PE
the freakingly annoying teacher though he gu yi one and
asked him to run around the track twice
TWICE LEH FOR GOODNESS SAKE
having a fever and still run TWICE on the HUGE track???
CRAZY TEACHER
that cheng cheng said he wanna try out new track and so he went...
after 1st round i asked him stop and he DAO ME LAH
U GOOD
so he continued running and when he came back he said...
ALL THE ACID RUN INTO MY THIGHS LAH
and the teacher also nvr make us do warm up lah...
we like did it AFTER running =.=
so cheng had this painful expression on his face...make me so xin tong =(
XD
okok lemme continue...
then i "begged" him to stand up and after millions of persuassion
HE FINALLY STOOD UP
>< and he said hey! the pain's gone =.=
*arbish* *crap* *bang* *pow*
lame freak
FINE LAH DUN TRUST ME LAH
and i started daoing him MWAHHAHAH
well ok PE was fun lah...they had this pair pair thingy
that u haf to erm...back to back then one carries the other or something liddat
then later two of them have to try to touch the other's face ><
SO LAME LAH
then ok JOHN HAD MUSCLES!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!
okok im not those kind who goes gooey over muscles but then REALLY SO NICE!!
XD
then this guy tried wrestling with Mitchell...and mitchell used the other hand to touch his face
HE WAS LIKE TRYING TO ...fine la not saying much...
but he said the F WORD!!!!
FREAK!!!
for one i HATE VULGARITIES LAH...though i use them when im really pissed off...ok fine not saying anything more
lalala
and then after school...
CHENG CHENG felt sick again and we forced him to take another panadol...
lalala
in the mrt...
he was like feeling so sick and dizzy and stuf... ok
so i FORCED him to sit down when there's a seat
he refused la and said i must eat his mentos before anything....
and like 3 ppl got up and he still havent sit
i was pissed once more and forced him to sit dwn again
MWAHAHAHA he sat =.=
ok then ther person beside him said
hey how come is girl ask boy sit not the other way round?
then he asked cheng...ure gf ar?
OMG LOH
HE ASKED
YOUR GF AR?
sheesh
so mei mian zi
><
he asked mi school and year and stuff la
not worth mentioning
ok end of NUS high...
now back to AHS...
WTH LAH
so pissed loh all my friends pang seh me lah
majority pang seh minority loh ARRGH
ok well at least debby called me before she met them...
i told her to wait for me and she did say she will and in the end!!!
ok wait she was meeting jolene qian chernng ru steph they all
AND ALL OF THEM HAD TES TTML
LIKE I DUN HAF LAH HUH
WTH LOH
FINE LAH DUN WAN SEE ME DEN SAY LAH
i wun be hurt =(
anw the truth always hurt...arrgh forget it
good lah u all
then in the mrt i was thinking about debby jol qian they all and then remembered about cheng's insults to me...
FREAK LAH
make me cry in public loh
u know i cant control my tears
LUCKY CHENG DIN SEE LA
XD omg so embarrassing...
fine lah at least i know wad kind of friends i have le la
cheng is an exact replica of debby loh
hao xin mei hao bao =(
dat time concern about debby's wounded leg and debby scolded me while i was helping her dress it up...
scold me so long winded like ah po liddat TT
and then cheng dun even wanna heed my advice...
FINE LOH ALL DUN TRUST ME LAH
im troubled enouff and u gif me all these troubles...
tdy on msn someone said...
before u commit suicide pls call me...i wanna do it with u
oh yes man i finally found one who's willing to die with me...thanks for all =)
my dear doesnt care about me too...i suck my life suck evrything suck
BBYE WORLD =((((((((((((

A new creation...

2006-01-22T00:05:00.000-08:00

MWAHAHHAHA yay mi blog is finally up...zzz
if there are any probs feel free to tell me k?
ohya and comments pls!!!!!
^^ i wun b posting at the moment but tag pls!!!
thanks...=))